lolz omg damn retarded i camwhore with myself~ no laaa. i test out my mac camera~ damn funny when i look thru e pics. took 1 to 8, plus a few more random shots with effects.
soooo lazy omg this break i just nua the two days away. dota and dota. then eat and sleep. never do anything at all seriously. ok la got play piano once. oh and watch movie with dad and kor. ok la not that bad. caught up with naruto and bleach le... now moving on to heroes~ plus jap drama, psych mag, handle with care... so many things on my entertainment list <3 next mth when got money then start buying sandman and more. ahhhh exciting exciting ^^
i feel kinda displaced. like my world around me has shrunk to this bubble of army reality. occasionally get glimpses of e outside world la but still damn disconnected. think maybe it's the confinement? but not as if i never book out also last weekend met up with the 0109 ppl ma. then also ben not around, nv go church for quite a while nv get to see the log ppl.
it's getting hard to be nice. it was so natural last time and i remember being so convicted. how did all that eroded away? i have to actually catch myself and remind myself now to be empathetic. find myself doing more and more self-checks. so disillusioning i was so sure that because i was ppl-oriented, i would never lose the passion and compassion. but in e end just another ordinary bmt commander getting jaded by the droning repetition. so much for values and ideals being anchors of behavior. in e end it still boils down to influence vs vigilance. ok la give myself credit i do still find meaning in taking the batch... but still feel like i've lost quite a bit.
oh yes. record a really strange dream. i dreamt smth abt the raven oc. i was good friends with him? blehhhh. the details are all so hazy now. just that i remember dreaming that he was a super nice guy. but yes. when i ord, i'll restart my dream diary =) shudn't have stopped in jc ugh.
slothhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. faintZ O.o ok la for the ord postcards got excuse... got more photos coming in... esp the incamp ones! then no money to go out so cannot buy my scrapbook, go borders, shopping etc. soooo. dota-whole-day is justified =) ugh must duplicate key tho. haiz. irritating.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
lolz omg damn retarded i camwhore with myself~ no laaa. i test out my mac camera~ damn funny when i look thru e pics. took 1 to 8, plus a few more random shots with effects.
soooo lazy omg this break i just nua the two days away. dota and dota. then eat and sleep. never do anything at all seriously. ok la got play piano once. oh and watch movie with dad and kor. ok la not that bad. caught up with naruto and bleach le... now moving on to heroes~ plus jap drama, psych mag, handle with care... so many things on my entertainment list <3 next mth when got money then start buying sandman and more. ahhhh exciting exciting ^^
i feel kinda displaced. like my world around me has shrunk to this bubble of army reality. occasionally get glimpses of e outside world la but still damn disconnected. think maybe it's the confinement? but not as if i never book out also last weekend met up with the 0109 ppl ma. then also ben not around, nv go church for quite a while nv get to see the log ppl.
it's getting hard to be nice. it was so natural last time and i remember being so convicted. how did all that eroded away? i have to actually catch myself and remind myself now to be empathetic. find myself doing more and more self-checks. so disillusioning i was so sure that because i was ppl-oriented, i would never lose the passion and compassion. but in e end just another ordinary bmt commander getting jaded by the droning repetition. so much for values and ideals being anchors of behavior. in e end it still boils down to influence vs vigilance. ok la give myself credit i do still find meaning in taking the batch... but still feel like i've lost quite a bit.
oh yes. record a really strange dream. i dreamt smth abt the raven oc. i was good friends with him? blehhhh. the details are all so hazy now. just that i remember dreaming that he was a super nice guy. but yes. when i ord, i'll restart my dream diary =) shudn't have stopped in jc ugh.
slothhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. faintZ O.o ok la for the ord postcards got excuse... got more photos coming in... esp the incamp ones! then no money to go out so cannot buy my scrapbook, go borders, shopping etc. soooo. dota-whole-day is justified =) ugh must duplicate key tho. haiz. irritating.